ran outta ways to distract myself nowadays.
people underestimate my ability to cut them out of my life when they fuck me over
that moment when you decide to watch a movie because you feel like shit . you laugh and really get into the movie until its over and while the credits roll that shitty feeling seems to creep up again. now what? another movie.
I’m actually trying, really hard . and I prefer not to b/c if all goes wrong then I know I’m left hopeless and stupid.